Alone

Alone in this empty house, the howling wind mocks me. Another failed relationship, another one who could not handle your tantrums, your neediness, and overbearing expectations that were impossible to meet. Maybe you are  right. I may never be happy. Maybe I am cursed to be alone. I hope you are wrong, Knives and Tears

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I can’t breathe, my chest hurts. The pain comes in doses. Fragile memories flash before my eyes followed by uncontrollable sobbing. My stomach in knots. I havent ate for days. I havent slept either. The wicked memory of waking up in your arms is quickly followed by the realization that it will never be you again. Every hair on […]