Ms.Tears

My pen name is KnivesandTears. Think of me as a culmination of every tear YOU have helped me weep. Think of every tear you have made ALL the women that have crossed your path shed. A salty story told within each drop that falls on my journal. Tears… you can call me Ms. Tears I […]

Fast Asleep

I question whether you love me or not because I can’t sleep at night, for I am a slave to my thoughts and fears of never kissing your lips again. And you are, but fast asleep. Never yours, Knives and Tears

Sobbing in the Shower

Today I sobbed profusely throughout my house. I sobbed in the kitchen, the hallway, my bedroom of course, and the bathroom. I sobbed while i peed and I sobbed in the shower for well over an hour. Have any of you sobbed while showering or am I just a big fat drama queen? Sincerely yours, […]

The story of us

I once loved the story of us. Your energy was so vibrant and bright, I was nearly blinded by it. Im blinded by you and will be forever at your grips, until the flame dies out. And then, I will be in total darkness and forever lost without you. love, Knives and Tears

Alone

Alone in this empty house, the howling wind mocks me. Another failed relationship, another one who could not handle your tantrums, your neediness, and overbearing expectations that were impossible to meet. Maybe you are  right. I may never be happy. Maybe I am cursed to be alone. I hope you are wrong, Knives and Tears

forever embedded

I can’t breathe, my chest hurts. The pain comes in doses. Fragile memories flash before my eyes followed by uncontrollable sobbing. My stomach in knots. I havent ate for days. I havent slept either. The wicked memory of waking up in your arms is quickly followed by the realization that it will never be you again. Every hair on […]